What should I do? I am really confused and need help!!?

First I must state the obvious: if you don't really like a person, don't go out for them, especially if you have such strong feelings for someone else! I learned this the hard way, as many do. From my freshman to junior year in hs I was in love with this guy who loved me back, but we were both too chicken to make the first move. We ended up having relationships with other people and then breaking up with them for each other. It caused lots of drama and pain and ultimately got nowhere. So if you really want to be with her then tell her exactly how you feel before it's too late. There's gonna be drama no matter what you do, but you're just going to have to decide what's most important to you and weigh the pros and cons appropriately. Good luck! <3