I want to be an actress (im 14) but im scared of fame?

i want to be a sucessful actress. please dont say well thats the price you have to pay . i know that! but im scared of fame. paparazzi is everywhere and that scares me. the way the press makes rumors about you that are not true! the way you cant even have a love life because most likely they are using you just because you are famous or rich.how you cant even hang out with your friends or go to the mall. your busy everyday. you always have something to do. you dont get enough sleep. & then a lot of celebs turn to drugs or alchohol or partying. & some celebs blow off their money and go deranged because they dont know what to do with all that $$. and i dont want to become some drugged up rich party girl. just look at lindsey lohan for example. and how much they trash talk miley cyrus(shes only 16! poor her!). and how coo coo brittany spears went. i know i sound kindof stupid because mostly everyone wants fame and fortune but to me it sounds like a night mare.