She left bcause our fam's didnt get along and her father is a racist, im of a diff. people than they?

she left 4 mo preg and i have no info on our child and the att. gen. office wont let me file with out it get the pic yet they a rich southern elitist ive been searching for them for over two years dont be rude i need help not attitude. please understand ive tried many things and have had no luck i refuse to stalk her i need advice ps everyone needs a lawyer not many can afford it constructive ideas would be nice thanks